I really want to do it! It’s May11th…
I have to tell you all, life has been pretty crazy these last 6 weeks. I have literally not had a moment to sit and write, and relax.
Always working, always making plans, always trying to fit more into my day than humanly possible.
But I have to tell you, it’s funny when you put something out into the world how the world returns the favor.
Last time I wrote, I mentioned worrying about my career, and how my life was panning out. Well, quite literally, my role as a real estate agent blossomed. I was asked to join a new team full time and it truly challenged me, and made me see what this role could produce.
I left behind my thoughts of worry and fear with regards to my future and money, and where I might have made a wrong turn.
Six weeks into this new position, I am at a cross roads.
I had applied for a position before I accepted this new role, at a company that I had been trying to get an interview with for over a year.
Last week, I had an interview with them, and I am suppose to be hearing back sometime this week whether or not I got the job.
Now, you may all be thinking, how great! And it is all truly great, and either way, I feel very fortunate to have options.
However, the truth of the matter is, I am beyond worried. I feel like this is my last shot at a career in corporate event planning, and if I don’t get the position, it’s a sign I should stay in real estate full time.
If I got the position, I would have to cut ties with my current position. My bosses are so amazing, and it would be such a hard situation to leave.
Another thing that is bugging me, is that I had put living in the city out of my mind, because in real estate, you should live where you work, and I currently work in the burbs…so I should stay in the burbs…
But with the spark of possibility of getting and accepting this job, I would have the opportunity to live in the city, and it makes me realize how much I crave that.
Stuck between a rock and a hard place, for sure.
And now I will stop ranting.
I do believe everything happens for a reason, but damn, I just wish I knew why!!
But enough about me, how is everyone doing??